Same me, just older

I wish I loved myself

I wish I was confident

I wish I had self-esteem

I wish I could stick up for myself 

I wish I wasn't such a pushover

I wish I was beautiful 

I wish someone besides my family loved me

I wish I was desirable

I wish someone wanted to kiss me

I wish I was popular

I wish I'd stop crying

I wish I was happy 

How do I get there?