Another 2oz gained after less than 600 calories + no eating after 3:30pm + Zumba class in the evening. My body does not respect me, so I will no longer respect it. I'm adding back the OxyElite pro pills and laxies to the mix. Also..more water. I've updated my eating regime on the sidebar. I just need to keep cutting back. I hate being out around people being this fucking big. I felt like the heaviest girl at the bowling party tonight. I'm just the fat, silly girl. I just wanted to disappear. So much for 139..must get to 130 by the end of this month.

XO.